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So I really need/want a boyfriend but nobody seems to be interested and I don't really like anybody at this every moment...Cause the person I might just possible like has a girlfriend and we have some weird passed so that is just not going to go anywhere. But anyway...I came to the conclusion that if I stop worrying about finding a boyfriend and stop "looking" for one....The right one might just fall into my lap! Now I can't truly do that if I subconsciously tell myself to stop looking for love cause in a round-about way I'm still looking for a boyfriend.
Does that even happen? Stop looking for love and love finds you? 

Well I will keep you posted on how my twisted mess of a heart works out!